Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Its been a good long time since I last blog. I didn’t mean to bluff you guys alright. Wanted to post after exam but my computer crashed. After its been repaired, im still not been able to blog because whenever I wanted to post, it will hang halfway loading. Now thanks to SHUTING that I’ve been able to blog because she’s the one helping me post. And special thanks to JOANNE too for helping me with the change of blogskins.

Anyway past 2 over months have been packed with a lot of both good and bad stuffs. Definitely a lot of learning points and reflections to be done. From going to and fro from
Hospital to stressful exams to death of my uncle to central first service to taking back of results to winnie’s farewell to joanne’s welcome to dark secret talk with Winnie and Kelly to stayover to camp to 2 sentosa trips to disagreement with my brother to catching up session with hui etc.

The death of my uncle was one that hit me the most. His death came quite sudden for us because he’s only hospitalized for 21 days and is only told by the doctor that he’ve liver cancer on the second week. He died not because of the cancer but of internal bleeding. Throughout the 21 days, seeing him getting weaker and skinner pains me. He used to be so healthy and every Sunday cooked some nice stuffs for us. Life is unpredictable. It not only make me realized how much the family members love one another though they don’t really know how to express themselves but also learning how to cherish the people around and not taking them for granted. It may seem crap to some of you now but wait till you experience it will you know how true it is.
His death also makes me think of my mum’s death. I was only five then and at that time it may not be as hurtful but as I grow up I began to understand whats the meaning of death and feel the pain more and more and think a lot about it. Whats more painful is to know that whats left behind will only be fond memories and I’ll not be seeing them in eternity. This reminded me of how important it is to evax and reach out to all those lost souls especially people dear to me.

After pulling myself up, I have my fair share of fun too. Quite guilty though for not studying. Now its back to square one and have to start bucking up and preparing for ‘O’ and not forgetting working towards a cg of 5. I CAN DO IT(:

Man its only the second day of school and I think I have fallen sick. Keep having on and off flu. Wonder how am I going to survive for the rest of the week. Wanted to stay home but have to evax to get enough contacts. By hook or by crook, I guess I will survive(:

.:sherlyn:. @ 7:58 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

this is so funny.
but hey sherlyn i manage to post an entry,
so there is not a need to change the blogskin.
hehs.

.:sherlyn:. @ 11:04 AM